My weekends have been too lazy. I have a hard time bouncing back from them. Especially when my husband doesn’t work. I’m more productive when he’s not around. Normally he would have been at work but he just had a second surgery within a month. 

Today I’m getting my house back in order. I did my 30+ minutes of listening to my  healing/prosperity/good luck type playlist and repeating affirmations out loud over and over. Then, saying them in my head because my throat got a bit dry and sore. 

I asked a psychic page a question last week. I asked if my spirit guides had any good news for me. I was very happy with the answer. She said, “Your spirit guides are very pleased with the path that you’re on, but the only thing is they can’t just jump up and help you without your permission so you gotta ask them to help you and the same goes with your angels. All is well. You gotta keep moving forward, work hard, and you will be successful.”

Now, as I have said before, I am very intuitive. I have a gut feeling with what sits right and what doesn’t sound right when I ask these questions or when I have a full reading in general. This is the first time in a while that it was a positive message, and not you need to work on this or that. I feel it’s because of the positive changes I’m making. 

I do need help from them. I need financial blessings. Everything else in my life is good. I may have not felt that way a few months ago but when you count your blessings daily, you really see just how lucky you are. So many people are struggling in so many ways. We are lucky. 

We may be juggling bills and growing debt monthly but atleast the bills are paid and our needs are met. The fridge, pantry and freezers are full too. 

This is in part due to having 5 working adults in the house. I want to be able to live on our own. It’s a struggle to clean up and cook dinner for this many people. Especially since my husband and I are the ones doing the cooking, cleaning and house maintenance ourselves. I don’t want to get into complaining because I do not want to bring that energy my way. I’m just saying that I sometimes wish we could afford for my oldest who is almost 23 and my brother in law, 32, to move out with their 2 pets. It would be much more manageable. My oldest daughter has plans to move as well in about a year and a half after college and finding a job. Plans change though. And it’s too financially tough for people to live without some help right now. We need some big changes. 

It’s a boring, mundane Monday. Working my butt off on laundry and cleaning until I have to leave at 1:45 to take the trash to the dump and pick up my son from school. I will get home around 3:40 and work a little more. Then get my cleaning stuff put away in my car for work tomorrow. 

It’s a little colder than usual for this time of year. I hope that does not mean a harsh winter. I believe it’s just because of the storms that have happened near us lately. I broke down and turned the heat on. I have it super low, at like 63. But my husband was so cold this weekend. The anesthesia messes with his body temperature for a few days. I’m fine if I keep moving, which is how my day will be today. Plus, like I said in a previous post, my room gets so warm late afternoon. 

I feel pretty good with myself and where I am right now. I guess if I could change something it would be self control with food, and adding some sort of workout to my life. I am tired of feeling poorly about myself in that way. 

I ordered myself some shirts yesterday and I’m excited. I’m a t-shirt person. I like shirts that show my interests. Tv shows, music, etc. Maybe I should dress more age appropriate but I’ve always been left of center and I’m becoming more and more ok with that.